To my greatest surprise I received my Swiss francs in no time. So I hastened to get some letters of introduction and to get my things ready and was off on a nice, I believe Friday afternoon. – Of course I was nearly late for the train arrived only 10 minutes before departure but strangely enough…

Made a mass of things again. Had a disagreement with my brother on account of that young woman Judith. Told him to have the tact of keeping away people from me + my friends if his attachment to them were not completely pure. He rather hurt me and Mother caught me shedding bitter tears in my room.…

On Friday I went to St. Margareth Island to an evening performance with Pertile the Italian singer. A ballet followed. It was Irene who produced the tickets, she rang me up in the morning. We were still in the most awful mess as the painter has not finished, but I didn’t mind and made her sit down…

We are in a most awful mess. Some of the walls are being distempered and one cleaned. Never thought it meant all this. Can’t move from dirt. Of course couldn’t keep appointment on Tuesday. ‘Phoned it off, arranged for Wednesday, but couldn’t keep it either. Didn’t ‘phone however. This time I’ll only…

This morning I heared both from Margareth and Dr. Laki; I don’t know what am I coming to but I had quite a queer sort of feeling when I saw his letter. It is the silliest of things to let myself go like this when most probably I mean nothing at all to him. Why should I we hardly knew each other,…

Nothing special happened last weekend, my dresses are finished at Ms Árva’s and I brought them home on Friday. Mother finished her visit to Prof. Burger, it seems they are not of any success an operation is advised. The man seemed to very nice and kind. I don’t know what will have to be done. – Went…

I didn’t send that letter away yet, I mean, I didn’t post it so far. Wonder if it doesn’t trouble for me again. If so better to stop it early. Or rather ? it in the bud. I suppose I am going to post it after all am not leaving the outcome of my effort wasted, but promptly forget all about it and…

This morning (15th) a short answer came to my letter to Dr Laki (?) on Monday. As it was addressed to my Mother she opened it. The letter itself was written to me however. Just three lines giving the name of a Dr he can recommend. Seems to have been in the same Clinic. I’m glad he mentioned my going…

Last Saturday I went up to Mrs. Árva’s for a fitting, took some of my dresses on Thursday. The blue coat was ready and very well done. It is collarless now. Had to wait for her for quite a while, had a good chat with their guest from the country, jus preparing for some exams. She is quite a nice…

The shock I meant to mention was this. Dr Laki (?) asked me if I know the latest at which I suggested the little *Maris* (?) then he told we must part. I had the sinking feeling that he was going to get married. What a mad idea to think of that at all an to be disappointed about it. I was ashamed of…