This morning (15th) a short answer came to my letter to Dr Laki (?) on Monday. As it was addressed to my Mother she opened it. The letter itself was written to me however. Just three lines giving the name of a Dr he can recommend. Seems to have been in the same Clinic. I’m glad he mentioned my going…

This was a surprising day. Full of shocks. In the morning went to have our driving licences changed. A young policeman helped me with my things and in the and in the end wouldn’t accept the tip I meant to give him. I was nearly ashamed. But really one never knows with the people. So that was an…

Same Sunday as usual. Church, cemetery, cinema. Against my will was driven into an awful row with poor Mother again. She really lacks all logic. It was she herself who advised me to go abroad as perhaps it will be impossible next year, and now she is as much against it as ever. Now that I registered…

Whit Sunday passed with my sister + family here. The kids were alright. Went to ? in the evening. Expected Iren on Monday, yesterday, but perhaps she didn’t get my card as she didn’t come. So went to the cinema alone. A pity I waited for her, it upset my usual programme, of going to the cemetery.…

What a funny day. Mother was called to the ‘phone twice by relations who meant to come to see her but actually didn’t come. An old admirer rang me up in the afternoon, strictly on business though still our talk was rather mixed with unconscious like streaks. Phoned to Dr. L. later and we made an…

Ought have gone to buy tickets for the Euch. Cong. next week with Marietta on Friday but ‘phoned it off instead as Father had to go out with brother. As it was her elder bro. whom I asked to tell her am not sure if she actually told. Must find out. – On Saturday went to see the Int. Fair. Met a man…

As a consequence of yesterday’s desolate atmosphere I had a rather restless night and a nasty little dream in the morning about a bridal bouquet with our myrtle greens in it. If I would be the least bit superstitious I would be certain that this afternoon either poor Michael or myself will pass…

Am not quite sure if it was on Monday or Tuesday, but we had an awful row with Mother on a trivial thing. I teared up, so it was my fault, but her hard headedness caused it. I said the car might be changed and she simply stated she won’t have it. Gave no other reason except that it is not her will…

I don’t understand my people the least. Don’t know how Mother is or what exactly is the matter with her. They tell me nothing. It really is maddening. It sems either nothing serious is the matter with her or something too bad for effective help. Seem my three months holiday abroad is definitely off.…

People are being called in for military service again once cars taken. Spoke with Marietta yesterday who seemed to be rather upset on this account his elder bro. had to report and is already away and she expects the youngest is to be taken too. Two of their cars is taken too. – We are rather upset…