Today I feel rotten again with a splitting headache. Can’t decide about my holiday. Balaton is off as Cica returned yesterday. Don’t know what to do. Maybe it is this early rise I had to manage this morning as the Mass for Nora was at 6 a.m. Awful. We were at the cemetery too.

I don’t understand my people the least. Don’t know how Mother is or what exactly is the matter with her. They tell me nothing. It really is maddening. It sems either nothing serious is the matter with her or something too bad for effective help. Seem my three months holiday abroad is definitely off.…

People are being called in for military service again once cars taken. Spoke with Marietta yesterday who seemed to be rather upset on this account his elder bro. had to report and is already away and she expects the youngest is to be taken too. Two of their cars is taken too. – We are rather upset…

The parents here. Father slightly better, Mother not very well. We went to see Father’s Drs, they say the operation is necessary.

Went to see a woman doctor to have myself examined. Heart, lungs, abdomen, blood pressure, pulse alright. No sign of flat footedness so far, but too nervous. My hands would keep shaking slightly, though it may be on account of the energetic gymn of former night. Eyelids kept fluttering though, also.…