Weather beautiful at last. Managed to see Vin. at last a bit late though. Don’t know how to describe the "interview." Better to keep the veil on it I should think. I broke all my beautiful resolutions and feel desperate on that account. Partly. It’ll have to be stopped however. I believe it is only…

Such a rain both on yesterday and today. I was feeling queer again yesterday at the Red Cross lecture, broken arms + legs don’t seem to suit me. Fortunately at the critical moment the nurse finished the lecture, so I could move about and it passed. Today I meant to go to Vin. but when I was already…

In town again, had to go to Martha’s too, so I had to cut the Red Cross affair. Received a free ticket from Malert (?). For Dad as I am to go on Sunday. Spoke with Vin. on the phone. A most unsatisfactory talk too. I’m afraid I was worse than ever and seem to have drawn out the worse from him too.…

Late again for the Red Cross affair. First experience of feeling faint on account of it. I saw some looking in my direction but I thought they were looking at the clock so didn’t feel selfconscious. Afterwards Mrs. M. (?) told me how pale I looked but I told her it was on account of the period which…