Made a mass of things again. Had a disagreement with my brother on account of that young woman Judith. Told him to have the tact of keeping away people from me + my friends if his attachment to them were not completely pure. He rather hurt me and Mother caught me shedding bitter tears in my room.…

What a lot I thought about a problem of congratulating dear exfriend Leon on his birthday or not. Really it is not worth wile making a problem of anything. This week passed, to day also and as I already resolved I made not the slightest move towards doing anything of the sort. It is horrid of me I…

Mother in need of that medicine + I decided to ? to Vin’s house to have recipe signed. Was a bit curious about his home. Phoned him first for certain. It was funny. He hasn’t a proper consulting room, but uses his bedroom + his people’s flat for it. The room itself slightly crowded but cosy. More…

Yesterday’s gymn grand fun. Mother ill again, must have eaten something. Don’t very much want to see our dear friend Vin. but seems must on account of recipe needing a signature.

Went to a lecture on Elocution. It was grand fun. Really like playacting. I nearly had a fit. I’m going to the farther ones too. The man who is giving the lectures is still quite young, I expected him to be an elderly actor. There was about 30 of us men + women. Quite elderly ones too and some young…

This morning Vin was here to see Mother. These meetings upset me. I think I’ll have to do something definite. A most disagreeable thing happened, I rang up Leon, again he said he was too busy and would I rang him up next week, so I just rang off. Thought all over in a minute, thinking this couldn’t…

According to our yesterday’s appointment went to the Clinic. Didn’t speak much with Vin. Had to ask him to see Mother, but most unexpectedly Father asked our old Dr too, so I put Vin on to next day. Tried to speak with Leon.

Mother ill. Must have caught Father’s cold and that other thing is troubling her too. Won’t see a Dr. Am thinking of calling Vin. or anyone else.

First condoling phone today on account of Vin. by Cica. She was most surprised. Well, well. Promised to go to see her but went to gymn as missed last weeks too and Saturday’s is off also. Result rather stiff limbs and a good ache above the knees afterwards.

Last night passed well enough, though I did have a queer feeling thinking of Vin’s engagement party. Poor little girl. Wonder what will become of all this tangle. They are of a very good family. Well, time will solve all problems. – An awfully nasty weather for Xmas, pouring rain. We went to the…