Mothers birthday and  she very ill yesterday. I rang up Vin. twice on account of her. This morning he came, was sweet gave some sound advice and prescribed medicine. We went part of the way together. So this is this.  – Went to the Bank for the passports + to pay my debt I made yesterday. It was a…

It is very hot. Had a letter from Bayana she is going to England in a fortnight time. Happy girl. Will have to write her before that. Phoned Leo but a bit late and only his brother was in. It seems we are getting quite good friends. After dinner I rang up Vin. on account of our last talk. I have an…

Today I feel all broken and depressed. Of course it is partly yesterdays late night and the gymn beforehand besides Martha’s wishes. – Phoned Vin. too. He will be off for his holiday next week. In this too I feel at loss. For every nights is he booked but he “might be free” on Friday when we might…

Mother still unwell, or rather worse. – Vin. ‘phoned me at noon, we had an interminable talk. It seems he was looking for me everywhere in the Opera House, except just in front of his nose. Characteristic. We won’t have much of a chance to meet nowadays, and it is better too, I think for he has a…

All the day I was most excited on account of this evening outing. I bought a lovely little fur cape. It takes the place of an evening coat. The evening was a wash out however. I saw Vin. as soon as we got in. Most unexpectedly he was sitting exactly tow rows behind me. I was with P. Gizi and her…

Was in town in private matters mostly this morning. Changed my funny yellow hat to a modest, matter of fact solid blue straw hat of which most people will surely approve. ‘Phoned Vin. at noon he told me he had a Scout’s meeting this evening so wasn’t free, would meet me before that however. So I…

Vin. darling phoned me. Somehow I was certain he wouldn’t think of me. He was on a two day’s  excursion for the holidays. – I do wonder. I mean to make an end to this unsatisfactory position of mine. Either he must mean more to me, or rather the reverse or better not to meet until I get over the…

Church in the morning, then cemetery + cinema. When coming out of latter again I passed two couples., the girls ran after me followed by their husband, resp. fiancé. It is getting too bad, the way I’m passing friends on the street. Józsi (?) told me I must be in love. How silly he is right though I…

Was in town + on business. Bought a funny yellow straw hat. I believe it was too expensive or rather I overpaid it + it looks strange. Vin. ‘phoned while I was out. I thought I won’t return his call, but did so later on. It was silly of me. Apparently he was only a bit conscience stricken on…

Had to do in town again and took the “espresso” to Cica at the same time. Didn’t expect to go in, but they were just home from the registrar’s office + there was some company. Was invited to go in. Met the two best men also. The young couple was awfully happy naturally. Jancsi doesn’t look at all…