Still didn’t get completely over shock of Tuesday. Was at early mass this morning as all there Mother Father Brother went off to Mr K. (?) in Pesterzsébet. In the afternoon went to Ms Árva’s with most of my dresses. Promised to be at Cica’s by 5 but it turned out to be nearly 7 by the time I…

The shock I meant to mention was this. Dr Laki (?) asked me if I know the latest at which I suggested the little *Maris* (?) then he told we must part. I had the sinking feeling that he was going to get married. What a mad idea to think of that at all an to be disappointed about it. I was ashamed of…

This was a surprising day. Full of shocks. In the morning went to have our driving licences changed. A young policeman helped me with my things and in the and in the end wouldn’t accept the tip I meant to give him. I was nearly ashamed. But really one never knows with the people. So that was an…

We planned to go to the swimming bath with the little English girl next door but she came I to say she couldn’t come so I went alone. Asked Cica to come with me but she couldn’t. We went part of the way together. There were only a fey in the Champagne Bath, and not many in the other either. Am I…

Whit Sunday passed with my sister + family here. The kids were alright. Went to ? in the evening. Expected Iren on Monday, yesterday, but perhaps she didn’t get my card as she didn’t come. So went to the cinema alone. A pity I waited for her, it upset my usual programme, of going to the cemetery.…

On Monday my new short coat was delivered but turned out to be a bit tight at the neck so I returned it two days later. Was at the Dr’s in the afternoon later as usual. We had a little chat and he didn’t dare to give an injection prescribed a medicine instead. Ha offered to show me his car and to…

Ought have gone to buy tickets for the Euch. Cong. next week with Marietta on Friday but ‘phoned it off instead as Father had to go out with brother. As it was her elder bro. whom I asked to tell her am not sure if she actually told. Must find out. – On Saturday went to see the Int. Fair. Met a man…

We went to the Ptia (?) this morning with Father, which I thought quite unnecessary and made me nervous. – Went to Father Omer. later on and told him all about the left ones and other doubts on that account. I believe I’m quite alright now at last, but really I’m completely at loss when I look at…

On Monday had a long talk with Martha on the ‘phone result of which was an outing, Atrium, ? is a crowd. The piece is rather funny but slightly mixed. Mr Dudus (?) on the bus when coming home. – On Tuesday went to the National Theatre (Tündöklő Jeromos). The piece a rather modern one, was much…

Had all sorts of misgivings as to the validity of las conf. but think it is just over scrupulousness, will mention all however next time which must be soon. Am terrible shocked to find more and more in my past which should have been told. Awful how one forgets the nastiest little and great sins, not…