This was a surprising day. Full of shocks. In the morning went to have our driving licences changed. A young policeman helped me with my things and in the and in the end wouldn’t accept the tip I meant to give him. I was nearly ashamed. But really one never knows with the people. So that was an…

Same Sunday as usual. Church, cemetery, cinema. Against my will was driven into an awful row with poor Mother again. She really lacks all logic. It was she herself who advised me to go abroad as perhaps it will be impossible next year, and now she is as much against it as ever. Now that I registered…

What a funny day. Mother was called to the ‘phone twice by relations who meant to come to see her but actually didn’t come. An old admirer rang me up in the afternoon, strictly on business though still our talk was rather mixed with unconscious like streaks. Phoned to Dr. L. later and we made an…

Margareth phoned in the morning asking if she could come. Of course I was glad to see her here at last. It seems it does Mother good too to speak with someone sometimes. Martha was here in the morning too.

The whole week passed in a whirl. We had a little disagreement with Mother over the car problem last week, it lasted, the tension thereafter, for some days. Such a nasty time and I really didn’t want it to happen. We had such a lot to do all week, that I didn’t have time for anything private. Even…

Am not quite sure if it was on Monday or Tuesday, but we had an awful row with Mother on a trivial thing. I teared up, so it was my fault, but her hard headedness caused it. I said the car might be changed and she simply stated she won’t have it. Gave no other reason except that it is not her will…

I don’t understand my people the least. Don’t know how Mother is or what exactly is the matter with her. They tell me nothing. It really is maddening. It sems either nothing serious is the matter with her or something too bad for effective help. Seem my three months holiday abroad is definitely off.…

People are being called in for military service again once cars taken. Spoke with Marietta yesterday who seemed to be rather upset on this account his elder bro. had to report and is already away and she expects the youngest is to be taken too. Two of their cars is taken too. – We are rather upset…

Nothing special happened last week. Spoke with Cica on the phone once + promised to go to see her but didn’t, so far at least. On Thursday after the Dr diedas lecture went to see Marietta. She was out. It was quite funny. Met her brother when just going. We had a little talk with the family as I had…

Should have gone to see Eve Gratner (??) but phoned her off on account of Mother being in a bad condition. Somehow don’t think I good to start with her. Poor girl. Was in the cinema instead. Couldn’t go to gymn. yesterday as went to help Martha br. in law being ill.