Had to do in town on business. Mother worse. The kid, Gyuszi, operated. His ears. Things are dark.

Mother ill. Must have caught Father’s cold and that other thing is troubling her too. Won’t see a Dr. Am thinking of calling Vin. or anyone else.

A typical day. Weather cold + clear. Lovely wintery. Been to the church but the sermon being in the middle of the mass was at home at noon only. Martha + family already with us. Mother not feeling well. Been silly enough to ring up after some difficulties dear exfriend Leon. Couldn’t speak with him…

Had a lot to do in town today, went to Martha’s also to see the kid who is ill, took him a Teddy Bear which gave him much pleasure. Had to do at the Clinics which gave a good reason for seeing Vin on account of Mother who was ill all night. Didn’t really want to go, but was obliged to at last. Don’t…

Really Providence is managing things for me. Always when I’m hurt there comes something to help me over. Kind hand of God may be felt always. I get a good, though much deserved blow from the side, then comes a caring from the other. To day it came in the form of an invitation to theatre from…

Last cooking. Interesting but I feel unwell. They bought a green, gold decorated sort of dish as a parting present. The girls, Klári (?) made a speech enjoying it thoroughly. When at home got rather ill again. Have a temperature also. Not high.

Still feel shaky. Went to gymn though as I promised to. There was quite a number of us to my greatest surprise. Thought to meet Leon afterwards. As he wasn’t there and I didn’t want to go on the usual roundabout way I rang him up, finding him there just rang off. Of course he recognized my voice.…

Was quite ill this morning. Had to lie down and leave the office. Such a thing didn’t happen to me in the last nine years. I don’t know if it is indigestion or just nerves. Or both. I went to the cooking course though but felt most shaky.

This morning Leon rang me up we made an appointment for the evening which I couldn’t keep however as cooking took ages. I rang him up at night and we had an awfully long talk. At noon I spoke with Vin. on the phone, on account of Mother who wasn’t mind seeing him. He is exactly the same, talks for…

Alone all week. The operation was done this morning it is a success. According to the Drs. Father feeling well, but I felt faint this morning when I saw all the blood etc. and couldn’t bear the smell. Such a nerve reaching odour. I wasn’t feeling so ill since ages. Nearly thought I couldn’t go home,…