Late again for the Red Cross affair. First experience of feeling faint on account of it. I saw some looking in my direction but I thought they were looking at the clock so didn’t feel selfconscious. Afterwards Mrs. M. (?) told me how pale I looked but I told her it was on account of the period which…
Had a lovely time in the swimming bath all alone. One can see much more so. I gathered a vast experience. Couples behave as if they were all alone too. Most interesting. Went to the cemetery in the afternoon and tried to ring up Leon as I promised. Did so exactly three times, but it’ll never happen…