I’m afraid I couldn’t help showing a bit of my depressed state of mind. Don’t care about anything any longer. Hear that Michael is better and is supposed to go to Füred next month. Have been thinking of going there too, but no one would wash the suspicion off me that I didn’t  go on his account. In…

Same Sunday as usual. Church, cemetery, cinema. Against my will was driven into an awful row with poor Mother again. She really lacks all logic. It was she herself who advised me to go abroad as perhaps it will be impossible next year, and now she is as much against it as ever. Now that I registered…

Brother + Father went to take over the new car and I went to have my passport renewed. The friend to whom I went was out so it had to be postponed.

As it was 1st Friday and last Cong. meeting I went there, but it was so late that I had to take a taxi. It was a good meeting. Wanted to go to the Dr’s, but he wasn’t in by the time I got there. Anyway at least he knows it is not my fault.

We planned to go to the swimming bath with the little English girl next door but she came I to say she couldn’t come so I went alone. Asked Cica to come with me but she couldn’t. We went part of the way together. There were only a fey in the Champagne Bath, and not many in the other either. Am I…

Whit Sunday passed with my sister + family here. The kids were alright. Went to ? in the evening. Expected Iren on Monday, yesterday, but perhaps she didn’t get my card as she didn’t come. So went to the cinema alone. A pity I waited for her, it upset my usual programme, of going to the cemetery.…