Of course I didn’t ‘phone Leon yesterday though I promised to. After all if he is so curious about my welfare he can take the trouble too. Cemetery in the evening met Magdi when coming out. Heared later news of course. Slightly milder than casually. Now at least I have an idea of idle talk.…

Was mad enough to ring up Leon. I’m convinced that if I wouldn’t have made this he wouldn’t have had the idea. Was mad enough to meet him. I hate myself for it all and am thoroughly disgusted. This must stop. I have an idea that this was our last meeting under such certain stances. This all has no…

Last cooking. Interesting but I feel unwell. They bought a green, gold decorated sort of dish as a parting present. The girls, Klári (?) made a speech enjoying it thoroughly. When at home got rather ill again. Have a temperature also. Not high.

Still feel shaky. Went to gymn though as I promised to. There was quite a number of us to my greatest surprise. Thought to meet Leon afterwards. As he wasn’t there and I didn’t want to go on the usual roundabout way I rang him up, finding him there just rang off. Of course he recognized my voice.…

Cemetery with the Arvas this afternoon. Leon had no time again. I’m through with the man. Magdi was much better this time. A friend of hers was there too. Poor little woman.